Decisions decisions

Hi there!

Time for another little life ramble with Daisy. This is one I think I have to figure out for myself, but figured I'd share what's going on in my life right now.

I'll just jump straight into it. I started driving lessons a few months back, and although I've been enjoying it, lately I've lost my love for it and don't really have the get up and go for it anymore. I live around an hour away from where I work, so driving (especially in the winter) would be a huge advantage. Now, what makes this all a decision making dilemma for me, is that more than anything I want to get my own flat.

I basically can afford one or the other right now, and I'm on the fence about which is the right decision to make. I've been saving for a car, and now have enough for either a car, or a deposit for a flat. If I get a car, it's going to take quite a while for me to be able to save that money again for a flat, but if I get a flat, it's going to take a while for me to get that money again for a car. Can you see where I'm at?

To me, a car is a luxury not a necessity. If I moved I'd be moving closer to work, but I'd be further away from friends and family and wouldn't see them so often. I think I already know the answer to my question, but I'm not sure if it's going to be one I'll regret....

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Any advice guys?

Daisy xo
 

A little life ramble

Hi there!

I previously posted three separate life posts about, well life in general, but decided I wasn't sure if I wanted my blog to go down that path. However sometimes I just need a little ramble and feel that maybe it's nice to have a little something different mixed in with beauty posts.

So, here it goes.

To quote Ed Sheeran 'Loving can hurt, loving can hurt sometimes' Well yes it can! To have feelings for someone that you know you can't be with is pretty pants, believe me! It's like being on a roller coaster with 5,000 loops and no way of getting off until you've been around each and every loop 10 times.

You tell yourself that you know it's never going to work, that you need to stop thinking about that person, that you need to stop the feelings. And then your heart tells you that it could work one day, you're not allowed to stop thinking about that person and that you're never allowed to stop the feelings.

The head and the heart will always have a constant battle. And the heart, in my opinion, will always win.

To get over someone you have such strong feelings will never work out unless they completely break your heart, or you never have to see or hear from them again. I'm not sure which would be worse to be honest. To stop thinking of them goes quite well for a day or two, and then you see them or hear them and in rushes the 10,000 butterflies invading your stomach.

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Don't you wish you could switch off your feelings for a little while?

Daisy xo